There are online answers to all kinds of life questions. One possibility is to google on Youth and Truth
Youth& Truth
“Truth can only be discovered by asking questions. Explore truth not with the seriousness of gospel but with the playfulness of gossip. Youth and Truth is your oportunity to gossip with the mystic, and find your truth about absolutely any aspect of life. Come and find answers to the questions you have and those you didn’t know you had.”
Sadhguru:
“There is a way to bring clarity, balance and competence in your life.”
“Youth means humanity in the making. They are not as conceited as the grown-up humanity, so there is still a chance for them to create a new possibility in the world. But expecting the youth to do something miraculous when the older generation is unwilling to make any changes with themselves is an empty dream.
It is extremely important that whatever your age, you youthfully go about and show them that you can make a difference.
Generally, the nature of youth is such that though they are high energy, they are also reactionary. So if the older generation does not show sense and inspiration towards proper, sensible living on this planet, then the youth will do worse than us. It is extremely important that whatever your age, you youthfully go about and show them that you can make a difference.
Are you youthful? You need to check. Youth does not mean a certain age. Youth is a life in the making. If you are always in the making, that is you are an endless potential, you are a Youth, for sure. If you wish, I could give you a check list to monitor your Youthfulness.”
You can start with Inner Engineering online.